Feb 26, 2014
Starting to realize something: it's easy to fall back into old habits.
Grazing over some projects and just handling real life has me looking like a hot mess right now. It's one thing to have a balance, but when you're the goto guy for just about everything, that can fall apart really fast.
Something I've been forcing myself to do is work on my truth.That sounds all mysterious and zen-like, but it's a bit more straightforward, if you have "X" amount of time in the day, you don't have time to waste on things that don't matter or you can't control.I keep harping on that for a reason, it's not things that I do that bother me as often as external stuff...which is cumbersome, you can't do much about it.
We've been doing a bit of top secret stuff and the thing that always comes to mind during pieces of the day is behavior.Why can some people control themselves so well at a given time? Is it an intrinisc talent? Practiced? Where does the ability stem from?
After some plotting, it all comes back to a pretty simple statement : people will do what they do.
If you take yourself outside of the world and realize your responses and self are all you can control, you'll gain a new meaning of what it takes to ascertain a goal. It's not bending the object, it's bending your will to the obstacle.
With that said, we have a lot of obstacles.They're not new. They just aren't mentioned, because it seems like a distraction, but if you think about it, the real loss lies in trying to do more than control oneself, but CHANGE yourself and how you feel.It's not real.
Now that I've turned the vague rant off, you're probably going to start seeing more stuff that doesn't make sense right now that will later coupled with some things that seem apparent and won't be complete until they are done. It's a long and secretive bunch of jargon I'm spitting at you,but there's purpose,just remember that.
I'm the meantime, make sure to check the fanpage and mailing list up before the week ends.I'm kind of everywhere, but there are things you won't want to miss. Pretend this is all a game for the time and just hang tight, we're trying to get to the next level. -h_h-
Try Hard,Never Settle, Stay Hungry -h_h-
